We all have our moment in our lives that makes the existance a little bit more exciting. A phone call coming from far away, a hug of a close friend, every single tear you drop, independing on the mood; everything is quite counted as the thing that tickles when you remember. Sometimes, on the other hand, you feel like absolutely nothing, and then you start to feel that you don't need to come out as someone special, you just have to be gray, like everybody see you. You also start to feel that everyone around you is just pushing you to be the person you don't wanna be, or keep saying things you just don't wanna hear. Every single break on your day is taken by insignificant thoughts that takes you any farther than nowhere, but still, they're there. Comparing the situations, you can be a unknown soldier or the general, depending on your realizations or feelings. Sometimes you don't wanna be the general, but life takes what it has to, and makes you be that guy in front of not just your psychologic profile, but in front of everyone. On the other side, when you start to become one of those generals, you have to learn how to be like everybody else. What makes you different is that you don't need to be in the place of the general to feel like the control is on your hands. You don't have to be the flash to know when the light's coming out; and still you're another unknown soldier in this great, dark and cold war. It's up to you know where your place is, but be careful, when the more you think you're up, more closer the fall will catch you.
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